Letting Go

There was a point in my life when I realized that Im not gonna play victim anymore and just accept the unevitable and embrace the now.

Beware of the friends who just are too good to be real. Those are the psychos bitches that break into you house and steal your cable boxes and silver apple used to crush garlic.



To all the People who Think I"m Strange

Here I am Different in this normal world

Why did you tease me? You made me feel upset
Fucking stereotypes  feeding their heads

I am ugly Please just go away

I can see inside to find This blessing in disguise

Why do you treat me this way? Make the hate stay

As I walk I can never seem to escape

All the laughing, all the pain

If you were me, what would you do?

Nothing probably, you'd just throw me away

Fucker,fucker,fucker

Here I am different in this normal world

Why did you tease me? You made me feel upset

I am ugly

Please just GO AWAY

You'll see....

I'm just a pretty girl whatever you call it

You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it

It keeps going on day after day, son

You FAKE!!

If we don't want none

I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday

Who gives a fuck right now i got something to say

To all the people who think I'm

STRANGE!!

That I should be up outta here locked up in a

CAGE!!

You don't know what the  hell's up now anyway

You got this "pretty boy" feeling like I'm enslaved

To a world that never appreciated shit

YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK

AND FUCKING LIKE IT!!!

Dejavu

1. I get up and go to work
2. I come home,eat and go to sleep
3. I get up and go to work
4. I come home,eat and go to sleep
5. I get up and go to work
6. I come home,eat and go to sleep

Do you see a pattern here?



You Lost Me

I am done

Smoking gun

We've lost it all

The love is gone

You have won

Now it's no fun

We lost it all

The love is gone

And we-e-e-e-e had magic

And thi-i-i-i-i-i-is is tragic

You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected

And somehow you left me neglected

We found our live's been changed

You lost me...

Had me cry

Oh, I really cried

We lost ourselves

The love has died

And though we tried

You can't deny

We left as shells

We lost the fight

And we-e-e-e-ee had magic

And thi-i-i-i-i-is is tragic

You couldn't keep you hands to yourself

I feel like our world has been infected

And somehow you left me neglected

We found our live's been changed

Coz babe...

You lost me

Now I know your sorry

And we were sweet

But you chose lust then

You deceived me

And you'll regret it

But it's too la-a-a-a-ate

How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected

Ans somehow you left me neglected

We found our live's been changed

You lost me....



McDonalds and its Food of Mass Destruction

I have recently learned of all the real hazards of eating at this fastfood chain. I have made the pact with myself to never eat there again. I've posted a vid to try and curb your mindset. Watch......and be disgusted with the truth.

WTF?

How come when you talk to a man they assume you belong to them? I can't have a casual relationship with out strings attached. Come on MANN! Get real. I'm pretty and smart and got a good job; why can't that be enough? I'm not expecting anyone to leave their girlfriends and marry me. All I want is a friend to chill with. You know..laugh and be stupid with. Now I'm told to stay off the computer because I must be chatting with boyfriends. WTF? If I wanted a boyfriend Id have one and he would live with me in my home and we would be having sex whenever. Well...I'm fine with being single and humping whoever I want to. I'm at the point in my life that I realize There are more than one man to fulfill my needs. I have the oh so passionate lover that I've known all my life and i can give my body and heart to, just not my life. I have the other others but thats all that is. So now I'm his girl and can't be myself. Never. never. I just got outa of being with a tyrant for 5yrs. Mom didnt raise an idiot. Hey your loss buddy! I'm gona sleep well and still have my life tomorow.